tonieboo0013: (ニノ: hidden)
Umm, hi. Hi dreamwidth. DW. You are not my lj. We both know this. But my lj is a bit of a diva. So let's try to get along nicely.

I am doing this, pretty much specifically for [personal profile] mingbook. Hi Natari. ♥.


I found out how to do my hair like Kanjiya Shihori! I've wanted to do this since I saw it in Buzzer Beat, forever and a half ago. And now I can. laksjdhalskdjhf. It's actually a lot easier than you'd think; took me three minutes.


There's six different style for short hair, and by god, they all look so damn simple. Loving this ♥

My virus has gone away, for the most part. I can speak (almost) normally, but my nose is all messed up. My sleep is also lolol-worthy.

Uhh. Uhh. Just posting for the sake of posting on DW.

HI NATARI. LET US PLAY. YAY YAY.
tonieboo0013: (rocky horror: evil giggles)
Does anyone ever wonder what I do at KFC? Here's my schedule when I'm on food prep for the closing shift :D


First, I put on my plastic apron.

seven chickens cross the road )

TODAY I WORKED TWELVE HOURS. WITH NO ACTUAL BREAK, JUST A QUICK FIVE MINUTES TO SWALLOW SOME CHICKEN WHOLE. CHEWING IS FOR THE WEAK.
tonieboo0013: (潤: shout)
I finally got married to my lovely [livejournal.com profile] quartered, my special, special laura♥

I made us a honeymoon playlist, as I do with everything. Just something to make you smile c:

On another note, last night was movie night. Photos?

three pikcharizards ♥ )

Today I shall do all my Chinese & Japanese homework and read more of The Crimson Labyrinth by Kishi Yusuke and (omg maybe possibly) work on [livejournal.com profile] 120795's birthday fic that I started for her in... July. HARDY HAR HAR.

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tonieboo0013: (大野: break a move)
I started this meme on laura♥'s journal a while ago, but never completed it in my own. For shame, I know.

01 leave a comment recommending some ~different~ fanfiction
02 i choose five of your icons, and you make a new post talking all about them
03 love on ♥



This is one of my oldest icons. I just love blonde Aiba, and his skin is nearly glowing and the colouring is slightly vintage, but not really, the word's escaping me. And then, lol, I AM A CREEPER because sometimes, you just have to let it be known.


My first Sakumoto icon, and I still only have one other one. I find it hard to get good Sakumoto icons, not gonna lie. Anyway, I just love love love that Jun is the one loving on Sho, since this took place before Jun got too coo' fo' schoo'. And he's going all out and Sho looks like he's tilting away just slightly, but he looks like he's trying to not smile, and I love that moment ♥


Sailor Moon /swoons. This is my first fandom, and, I can never shake it. I'm pretty sure this shot is from the manga, at the end of the Stars arc, where she grows her wings. I love everything about these scenes, in the manga and anime. I love that Usagi is stripped of all that she is, with no one to turn to, no weapon to draw by her side, and she has to look deep within herself to find her strongest weapon, her heart. GUH, GUSHING OVER THIS ALL OVER AGAIN.


I do, sometimes. I like how the entire icon is white, stark white. And even though overthink is written in a plain font, and the period at the end makes it something final, something concrete, the colours are swirling within the text. It reminds me of people; we're all confined to our boring, water concentrated bodies, but inside we're swarming full of ideas and emotions that no one can ever pin down.


HOW COULD I NOT USE THIS ICON. I read that Jun always eats bananas before concerts, because bananas are supposed to give you energy (I remember him eating one on stage in Scene, I think). BUT, LIKE, DUDE. HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S NAKED. AND HE'S EATING A BANANA. A BANANA.


In other news, my sleep patterns are still fucked. Even though I've stopped napping every 14 hours, now I just always end up falling asleep at 8pm~10pm and waking up at 3am~4am. I CANNOT FIX THIS SHIT. Chloe was all stay awake. do not sleep. don't. do. not. I will check up on you after practice. and, like, yeah. I fell the fuck asleep.

I read [livejournal.com profile] astrangestorm's Cloudbuster yesterday and, dear lord, that is one amazing story. I feel ashamed for calling it fanfiction, because it feels like it should be published. Anyhow, anyone have any other steampunk AU's they'd like to send my way?

HI FLIST /links pinkies

Oct. 26th, 2011 01:10 am
tonieboo0013: (翔: stylish)
WHAT I LEARNED TODAY:



This is called 「たこやき」 and your cheeks are supposed to resemble the food. Ayano thought it was precious.
tonieboo0013: (stock: freedom reigns)
I LIVE. WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY.

But yes, I miss my flist. I feel like a failure of a friend D;



video; I'm wearing makeup, I like to rant about uni, I joined the Greenpeace, and I cannot speak Chinese. SOUND IS ALSO LACKING, GOOD LORD. I think I need to buy a new mic... again ;~;

By the way, the Chinese was for [livejournal.com profile] 120795, cause you said (forever and a half ago) that you wanted to hear me speak Chinese. ...tada~♥

On another note, I submitted my squickfic, and now it's posted. I'm so unhappy with my fic, I wish it would stay anonymous. BUT... it's done...? I don't know. The original plot I wanted to use kinda sorta fell apart, and I couldn't put the images in my head into words and the mood was all over the place, and my pacing my almost non-existent D;

GOOD NEWS: I have lost weight ♥ I don't really know how, cause, I haven't been working out. But I'm always eating salads, and trying my damnedest to stay away from the pizza and fries, even if it usually means I'll end up eating a whole wheat sandwich with turkey and lettuce ;___; THE UPSIDE BEING jeans that I couldn't get up over my ass almost a year ago, now fit me perfectly. And they're even a little tiny bit loose. My usual jeans are getting droopy in the back, so I shall have to go shopping relatively soon~♥

I PROCRASTINATE SCHOOLWORK LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS, AND I STILL MANAGE TO GET BITCHING GRADES. DO NOT KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENS, BUT I WILL ACCEPT IT FOR NOW.

And yes, for anyone who's been wondering, I'm loving university life here ♥
tonieboo0013: (CM: morgan&reid: bromance)
MY FRIEND DOES BIRD CALLS. MAN. I CANNOT NOT LAUGH WHEN I HEAR THIS XD

tonieboo0013: (相葉: make a mess)


I'm bored. Those following me on twitter have heard enough of this over the past week. (those who aren't following me on twitter, HI 8D/).

I'm tired of staying inside this tiny dorm room with nowhere to go. When I try and explore, I get lost/sunburnt/rained on.

I'm requesting anything, really. Dramas, new music, film, certain fandom episodes, anything. I need something to keep me entertained. I finished Haikei Chichiue-sama today, and liked it a lot, despite the lack of an ending. My laptop has been down for two weeks and I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT. NOT THIS TIME.

I also have an unhealthy obsession with this song. ♥.
tonieboo0013: (翔: happy hat)
May I just mention how my laptop has been refusing to sign in, and then refusing to load, and then refusing to listen to Ctrl Alt Del, then refusing to log off? Yes, well, it's been utterly useless the last couple days. I've resigned to blaming [livejournal.com profile] honeyporridge for her overload of awesome.

Alright, well then. Tomorrow I'll be catching my plane to Halifax. I have three suitcases stuffed full of my life, and that's going to have to last me eight months.

It'll be an era of dorm rooms, job hunting, getting lost on the bus and (hopefully not) waking up next to strangers.

Not sure when I'll get internet access... might be a couple days :| If anything worthy happens, comment here with the info/links and I'll catch up later ♥

GOODBYE WORLD I KNOW. HELLO AWKWARD PAUSES AND LINES FOR THE BATHROOM.
tonieboo0013: (相葉: posed)
This, my friends, is going to be image heavy. It's my ~Farewell Newfoundland ♥♥♥~ post.

GEORGE STREET, I WILL MISS GETTING BEAUTIFULLY SMASHED AND STUMBLING ALONG YOUR COBBLESTONES.


This is my city. It's the oldest city in North America (even though it was burnt down... three times o.O) and so we keep all the historical buildings we can. This is along Water Street, one of the touristy/hipstery/business streets downtown. I just, I think it's so quaint. The whole street is like this :3


We also, for an unknown reason, built about 7~8 mermaid statues a couple years ago. The one with the cow/field design was demolished. Probably because it was but ugly, lmao. But the chocolate one's still here ♥
nine more photos c8 )


All this being said, and as much as I know I'm going to miss this city, this province... I'm ready to move. I'm sick of living in limbo; knowing I'm leaving Newfoundland soon, but knowing I'm not in Halifax yet. I just want to move there already.

Tomorrow I'm spending the day/night/next day at Jess'. Our last girl day sleepover until I fly back for my birthday in November. This is just, like, saddening. But I'm gonna bring my HanaDan DVDs so we can watch the second season (probably won't finish it but lmao whatever) and I bought cake mix tonight to make Jun a birthday cake. More like, give us an excuse to bake a cake, but still. The thought is there :3
tonieboo0013: (大野: ♥ this man)
Tonight I decided to start packing for moving on Friday. I sorted which clothes had to be washed, packed, kept out, left behind, and belonged to someone else. I dug out all my textbooks from last year and put them online to sell before I go. I emptied out ALL my purses (okay well i left the contents in a plastic bag to be sorted out later, but still) and set apart the books I owe back to people.

I also tackled my DVDs in the basement. Oof, there's a lot. Around 150, plus the burnt ones, and ones that I know are hiding somewhere in my room :| I didn't take some of them, because I don't really watch all 150 on a regular basis. I CUT OUT LIKE, 20. AND THAT WAS HARD ENOUGH D8

And, just putting this out there, but I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS SO DARK, JESUS. I had the light on, and the tv was going (omg, VMAs blew my mind a little ♥) but apparently my face is meant for the shadows. Especially when I'm not wearing a pick of makeup :3

TADA.
vocabulary? WHAT'S THAT :| (i was tired, so forgive my butcher of japanese and english)



BUT I FINISHED IT. I FIIIIINISHED IT.
three hours after I started orz
tonieboo0013: (嵐: party up in here)
like, wtf. what is this cosmic amount of awesome?

best friend jess works at kfc. she knows of (and fully supports/enables) my fandom tendencies. Last night during supper rush, my other best friend/co-worker Sarah was there visiting me, with her boyfriend & brother. I was chatting to them for a bit, then they'd see I was busy so they'd go back into the lobby, etc.

So I'm in the middle of an order, and

jess: tonya, you should come over here~
me: kinda busy~
jess: you're gonna wanna come over here~
me: /looks over. ...YOU. YOU GOT ME A CAKE. I WANNA SE- CRAP. I HAVE ORDERS. GIVE ME A MINUTE, I'LL BE OVER.
jess: i think you still wanna come over~
me: /starts walking over. what is it, Arashi or som- it is... OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ARASHI ON A CAKE! ARASHI CAKE! THIS IS, OMG, YOU GUY- HOLY SHIT THEY'RE WEARING KFC HATS.

and then I bounced/jumped around for a minute or two, went back to making orders, came back to look at it some more and huggle people, then went & made more orders. It was extremely bad timing on their part but lmao in their defense, it wasn't busy when they went to get the cake :3

BEHOLD.


I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO WRITE HERE, JUST, ALSKDJFHDJKSLKDJHFJSKDJFHDJKXSDJGV!!1!!!1!!!1!!!1!

PHOTOS, RAMBLINGS, LOVE. LOTS OF LOVE IN HERE ♥♥♥ )


twitter update: i'm home, mom transported me. back still hurts, but isn't as bad. mom gave me a muscle relaxer, i think, so i should pass out relatively soon. i plan on breathing through my nose sometime next week. muffin has yet to be finished ♥
tonieboo0013: (stock: worst mistake)
third day, handwrite your favourite quote. well, this is one of the many.














brb world, time to go get ready for my last shift at KFC. two years coming to an end tonight. (i am supervisor so i told staff to bring as many energy drinks and candies as they can manage. also, some of the staff said they'd drop by to say goodbye. i don't go out without a bang ♥)
tonieboo0013: (stock: lovely mess)
I WENT SHOPPING TODAY. WHY, YES. YES I DID.


I bought Robyn's Body Talk CD (which I love so far) and Alexz Johnson's Voodoo album. I haven't heard any of these songs yet, but I've always liked her music, so I'm sure it'll be a good listen c:

Also got this magenta hat. Hiiiii adorable hat ♥


And I bought THIS BEAST OF A PURSE. Well, more of an owl than a beast, but still. It's massive and maybe the tiniest bit out of my $30 price range I had set for myself buuuuut it's brown and coloured and knitted. Well, knitted-esque. I love it. Adore it. Worship it.

I also made a plurk for myself. Homg. Oh, my lord. Shit is addictive. I am rainbowish hello there, make an account and add me 8D I also made a tumblr (which is rainbowsmudge) but I don't really understand it yet :|

Lately, I've had this obsession with rainbows. Outside Arashi, I am just constantly thinking about rainbows. I like the expression earthly rainbows but I don't really have a use for it.

I went to see 30 Minutes Or Less with Fufu tonight. It was pretty good, except for the last 20 minutes... There was a fly on the monitor. And, apparently, no one was looking after the film, so the bug just sat on the corner of the screen for almost half an hour. Also, the ending of that movie... wtf. Kinda sudden, ngl.

BIG BROTHER RE-AIRING IN TWENTY MINUTES. WILL BRENDON GO HOME? WILL SHELLY GO HOME? WILL RACHEL TAKE OUT HER FAKE HAIR? WILL JORDAN WIN A COMPETITION?!






I move to uni in two weeks. My teeth chatter and turn into words when I'm nervous. Hiiiiii.
tonieboo0013: (相葉: immense displeasure)
I'm trying to write this fic, and it is making me want to pull out my hair. Or throw food at the wall, at best. To copy&paste from my rant at Nat, It follows me around like a tiny, clingy puppy that you kinda wanna kick to get off your ankles, but then it tilts its head and asdfgfdsa wins back your love.

I made a playlist for it, which I've actually grown to adore, and feel the need to pimp out. No apologies for using Cat Power three times, for she is amazing beyond words.

BEHOLD. NIFTY PROCRASTINATION.

But yes, fic. I have the plot semi-plotted out. I've been writing scenes here, scenes there, and I know what style I'd like to write it in. The style it belongs in. Funny thing is, I can't write like that.

I write it how I can, and it comes out shallow and repressed, lacking any kind of spark. I see fics as movies in my mind, and try to write it that way. Then I just get carried away and the movie plays on, filling itself out without any help from myself. And when I open my eyes and begin to type, the cursor just continues to blink endlessly.

And of course, I can't really post any details, since it's for a very special flister, and I am asdfgbfdsasdf displeased with my undependable writing skills.

Like I ranted to Nat, It's so blase and shallow. I want to write like I'm in the shadows, holding a mirror so the audience only gets small glimmers of coherency, and the rest is all memories and hinted emotions and hidden metaphors. And it just isn't happening.


Also, I just received my Scene Dome tour in the mail yesterday! Honestly, Canada Post going on strike was infuriating. Took about forever D:

REGARDLESS it is here. I started it last night, but only got to the MC cause I fell asleep. To save on going into overdrive flail mode when I should be writing, here are my tweets:

am i the last person to see this concert...? )


FIC. WHY WILL YOU NOT HAPPEN.

edit: FIC. WHY YOU LOOKING LONG. (first chaptered/multi-part fic in fandom? idefk)
tonieboo0013: (ニノ: hidden)
I am trying to quit smoking. I am trying to quit smoking. I am trying to quit smoking.

I smoked 2 today at work, and they were the last in my pack. I don't know if I should buy another pack & try to cut back little by little, or just not buy anymore and go cold turkey.

I bought these pretty coloured lighters the other day, so it feels like I have to keep smoking, but that's not logical. I might return them to the store so I'll have no reason to feel like I have to smoke, besides the usual CRAVINGS CRAVINGS CRAAAAAVINGS.

Tomorrow is the busiest day of the week at KFC, and I'm on drive thru. Then I'm supervisor the next day. So, maybe I picked a bad time to try and quit (I tried the beginning of the fall semester last year, and lasted only a week ;_;) but.

is there ever a right time to quit smoking?

I don't want to start eating in place of smoking, but when I'm stressed I feel like I have to ~do something~. Or when I'm bored home, I'll go for a cigarette.

Maybe I should buy lollipops & have one whenever I want a smoke. Or gum. Or candies.

Maybe I should just tweet CANCER whenever I want a cigarette.


FLIST. PLEASE TELL ME HOW GOOD A DECISION IT IS TO QUIT SMOKING. I AM NOT SEEING ANY BENEFITS ATM ;_;
tonieboo0013: (相葉: posed)
Today my sister Terri & I were in a parking lot, eating. A seagull was perched on the roof of the car next to us, and Terri rolled up her window super fast.

She then started to curse & hate on the seagull, because she hates them.

After a minute or so, the seagull flew away and we didn't see where it went.

Then we heard noises on top of the car, and we were both just :o I heard tap tap tap above my head and said that he was probably just walking around, and hit the roof of the car. The noises persisted.

Just after the noises stopped, the seagull flew back onto the other car and stared. at. us.

Terri checked the car after & the bird shit on the car, then left.


one of those little things in life that have you laughing to kill yourself ♥



now I'm off to read more of Yoshida Shuichi's Villain. Such a good book, oh my jesus. AFTER THIS ONE I will tackle Battle Royale. And on the plane to [livejournal.com profile] iitsmeghan in two weeks I will probably polish off a good 3 or 4 novels on my "to-do" list :3


ALSO ALSO NINO'S SOLO HOLY JESUS OF PERFECTION I THINK IT'S MY FAVOURITE ARASHI SOLO SONG. EVER.
tonieboo0013: (大野: think about it)
Last night I watched the Shiagare episode with Oizumi Yo. It was hilarious, and I kept laughing and laughing to kill myself. I'd had a rough night as supervisor again, and it really helped me unwind.

But, I can't think of what else would help me do that.

I'm grateful for as long as Arashi has helped me within these past two years, because I know I wouldn't be where I am without them, as silly as that sounds. They're tattooed on my body for a reason.

I think, that I need to step back for a while. Just focus on the physical world and experience that for a while, because. As much as I adore my boys, I need more sources for enjoyment. I'm also slumping into another bout of depression, and I want to deal with that in hopes of finding new solutions to my problems.

So, I'll be taking a hiatus from fandom, and lj, for a while. I might still be on msn every now & then, but. I want to stay off the internet for some time.

I want to read more novels. I want to discover more films and directors I've yet to see. I want to work on myself. I'll probably be dabbling on twitter, so if you want to stay in contact, this is me.

That being said, if anyone on my flist has news to tell me, or something big happens, reply to this post and fill me in.

Besides that... I'll be seeing you all later o/
tonieboo0013: (大野: watching you)
Someone, Kpop pimp me...? I've heard SHINee through [livejournal.com profile] techno_beat and some flisters mention Kpop and I have no clue what they're talking about.

Also, [livejournal.com profile] iitsmeghan is dragging me by the wrist into K-fandom. Which, may not be so bad ♥

day 4 - your most significant childhood memory

I... really don't have one. There isn't a defining moment in my childhood.

Hmm. Well, when I was 6, I was sitting behind my neighbour's friend as they played baseball. When he swung the bat back, me, being right the fuck behind him, was smacked in the head.

I remember seeing his shocked face, and I remember my neighbour running to get his mom. I remember seeing red cloud my vision, and my face feeling cool, all of a sudden. I remember I brought my hand to my face and it got covered in blood, and I fell to my knees.

I remember his mom running over to me, horror across her face. I don't remember where my parents were, if they were out and came back, or in the house all along. I remember that dad used the emergency light button in the car, and I got really excited.

I don't remember being at the hospital, but I was told I kicked up too much of a racket for stitches, so they settled for two small bandaids.

I never once felt pain.

Later, I learned that the bat had hit me along the bone that lay below my eyebrow, and not even two centimetres lower would've blown my eye. I still have an indent on the outer edge of my eyebrow. I play with it whenever I get nervous.
tonieboo0013: (セレネチ: fix me)
Currently redownloading Love Shuffle because I started it last year but never finished it due to homg what the shit, rl. Also, Yoshitaka Yuriko's in it and I'm curious to see what her acting's like. Saw her in Noriko's Dinner Table and ate it up like maaaaaaaaaaad.

Needing more dramas. Wanting to be absorbed~.

I feel so bored, all the time. Feels like I need to be back in school, to be productive. Suppose I could just read/write/fandom more, b-but... idk. I want something to challenge me head on.

Cleaned my room tonight. Took two hours, but you can now walk on my floor HOMG WHAT IS THIS SHIT. Ended up with four grocery bags full of garbage, five cardboard boxes, an entire year of schoolwork/textbooks and a full hamper of laundry o/ WHO KNEW I COULD HIDE A SMALL VILLAGE WITHIIN THESE FOUR WALLS.



umm. going now.
/was trying to sleep but decided to ~browse~ interweb


ps: obsessed with this song, oh god
pss: super scared for SM manga to be rereleased... feel like I may splurge like hell

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