tonieboo0013: (相葉: posed)
This, my friends, is going to be image heavy. It's my ~Farewell Newfoundland ♥♥♥~ post.

GEORGE STREET, I WILL MISS GETTING BEAUTIFULLY SMASHED AND STUMBLING ALONG YOUR COBBLESTONES.


This is my city. It's the oldest city in North America (even though it was burnt down... three times o.O) and so we keep all the historical buildings we can. This is along Water Street, one of the touristy/hipstery/business streets downtown. I just, I think it's so quaint. The whole street is like this :3


We also, for an unknown reason, built about 7~8 mermaid statues a couple years ago. The one with the cow/field design was demolished. Probably because it was but ugly, lmao. But the chocolate one's still here ♥
nine more photos c8 )


All this being said, and as much as I know I'm going to miss this city, this province... I'm ready to move. I'm sick of living in limbo; knowing I'm leaving Newfoundland soon, but knowing I'm not in Halifax yet. I just want to move there already.

Tomorrow I'm spending the day/night/next day at Jess'. Our last girl day sleepover until I fly back for my birthday in November. This is just, like, saddening. But I'm gonna bring my HanaDan DVDs so we can watch the second season (probably won't finish it but lmao whatever) and I bought cake mix tonight to make Jun a birthday cake. More like, give us an excuse to bake a cake, but still. The thought is there :3
tonieboo0013: (大野: ♥ this man)
Tonight I decided to start packing for moving on Friday. I sorted which clothes had to be washed, packed, kept out, left behind, and belonged to someone else. I dug out all my textbooks from last year and put them online to sell before I go. I emptied out ALL my purses (okay well i left the contents in a plastic bag to be sorted out later, but still) and set apart the books I owe back to people.

I also tackled my DVDs in the basement. Oof, there's a lot. Around 150, plus the burnt ones, and ones that I know are hiding somewhere in my room :| I didn't take some of them, because I don't really watch all 150 on a regular basis. I CUT OUT LIKE, 20. AND THAT WAS HARD ENOUGH D8

And, just putting this out there, but I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS SO DARK, JESUS. I had the light on, and the tv was going (omg, VMAs blew my mind a little ♥) but apparently my face is meant for the shadows. Especially when I'm not wearing a pick of makeup :3

TADA.
vocabulary? WHAT'S THAT :| (i was tired, so forgive my butcher of japanese and english)



BUT I FINISHED IT. I FIIIIINISHED IT.
three hours after I started orz
tonieboo0013: (嵐: party up in here)
like, wtf. what is this cosmic amount of awesome?

best friend jess works at kfc. she knows of (and fully supports/enables) my fandom tendencies. Last night during supper rush, my other best friend/co-worker Sarah was there visiting me, with her boyfriend & brother. I was chatting to them for a bit, then they'd see I was busy so they'd go back into the lobby, etc.

So I'm in the middle of an order, and

jess: tonya, you should come over here~
me: kinda busy~
jess: you're gonna wanna come over here~
me: /looks over. ...YOU. YOU GOT ME A CAKE. I WANNA SE- CRAP. I HAVE ORDERS. GIVE ME A MINUTE, I'LL BE OVER.
jess: i think you still wanna come over~
me: /starts walking over. what is it, Arashi or som- it is... OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ARASHI ON A CAKE! ARASHI CAKE! THIS IS, OMG, YOU GUY- HOLY SHIT THEY'RE WEARING KFC HATS.

and then I bounced/jumped around for a minute or two, went back to making orders, came back to look at it some more and huggle people, then went & made more orders. It was extremely bad timing on their part but lmao in their defense, it wasn't busy when they went to get the cake :3

BEHOLD.


I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO WRITE HERE, JUST, ALSKDJFHDJKSLKDJHFJSKDJFHDJKXSDJGV!!1!!!1!!!1!!!1!

PHOTOS, RAMBLINGS, LOVE. LOTS OF LOVE IN HERE ♥♥♥ )


twitter update: i'm home, mom transported me. back still hurts, but isn't as bad. mom gave me a muscle relaxer, i think, so i should pass out relatively soon. i plan on breathing through my nose sometime next week. muffin has yet to be finished ♥
tonieboo0013: (stock: worst mistake)
third day, handwrite your favourite quote. well, this is one of the many.














brb world, time to go get ready for my last shift at KFC. two years coming to an end tonight. (i am supervisor so i told staff to bring as many energy drinks and candies as they can manage. also, some of the staff said they'd drop by to say goodbye. i don't go out without a bang ♥)
tonieboo0013: (潤智: size matters)
Sorry to spam, but I just found the holy grail of all memes. Let me love on you some more, [livejournal.com profile] indoorlawnchair ♥♥

I'm starting the handwriting meme. It's 15 days long, and I leave for Halifax in 15 days. Perfect much?

tonieboo0013: (stock: lovely mess)
I WENT SHOPPING TODAY. WHY, YES. YES I DID.


I bought Robyn's Body Talk CD (which I love so far) and Alexz Johnson's Voodoo album. I haven't heard any of these songs yet, but I've always liked her music, so I'm sure it'll be a good listen c:

Also got this magenta hat. Hiiiii adorable hat ♥


And I bought THIS BEAST OF A PURSE. Well, more of an owl than a beast, but still. It's massive and maybe the tiniest bit out of my $30 price range I had set for myself buuuuut it's brown and coloured and knitted. Well, knitted-esque. I love it. Adore it. Worship it.

I also made a plurk for myself. Homg. Oh, my lord. Shit is addictive. I am rainbowish hello there, make an account and add me 8D I also made a tumblr (which is rainbowsmudge) but I don't really understand it yet :|

Lately, I've had this obsession with rainbows. Outside Arashi, I am just constantly thinking about rainbows. I like the expression earthly rainbows but I don't really have a use for it.

I went to see 30 Minutes Or Less with Fufu tonight. It was pretty good, except for the last 20 minutes... There was a fly on the monitor. And, apparently, no one was looking after the film, so the bug just sat on the corner of the screen for almost half an hour. Also, the ending of that movie... wtf. Kinda sudden, ngl.

BIG BROTHER RE-AIRING IN TWENTY MINUTES. WILL BRENDON GO HOME? WILL SHELLY GO HOME? WILL RACHEL TAKE OUT HER FAKE HAIR? WILL JORDAN WIN A COMPETITION?!






I move to uni in two weeks. My teeth chatter and turn into words when I'm nervous. Hiiiiii.
tonieboo0013: (相葉: immense displeasure)
I'm trying to write this fic, and it is making me want to pull out my hair. Or throw food at the wall, at best. To copy&paste from my rant at Nat, It follows me around like a tiny, clingy puppy that you kinda wanna kick to get off your ankles, but then it tilts its head and asdfgfdsa wins back your love.

I made a playlist for it, which I've actually grown to adore, and feel the need to pimp out. No apologies for using Cat Power three times, for she is amazing beyond words.

BEHOLD. NIFTY PROCRASTINATION.

But yes, fic. I have the plot semi-plotted out. I've been writing scenes here, scenes there, and I know what style I'd like to write it in. The style it belongs in. Funny thing is, I can't write like that.

I write it how I can, and it comes out shallow and repressed, lacking any kind of spark. I see fics as movies in my mind, and try to write it that way. Then I just get carried away and the movie plays on, filling itself out without any help from myself. And when I open my eyes and begin to type, the cursor just continues to blink endlessly.

And of course, I can't really post any details, since it's for a very special flister, and I am asdfgbfdsasdf displeased with my undependable writing skills.

Like I ranted to Nat, It's so blase and shallow. I want to write like I'm in the shadows, holding a mirror so the audience only gets small glimmers of coherency, and the rest is all memories and hinted emotions and hidden metaphors. And it just isn't happening.


Also, I just received my Scene Dome tour in the mail yesterday! Honestly, Canada Post going on strike was infuriating. Took about forever D:

REGARDLESS it is here. I started it last night, but only got to the MC cause I fell asleep. To save on going into overdrive flail mode when I should be writing, here are my tweets:

am i the last person to see this concert...? )


FIC. WHY WILL YOU NOT HAPPEN.

edit: FIC. WHY YOU LOOKING LONG. (first chaptered/multi-part fic in fandom? idefk)
tonieboo0013: (ニノ: hidden)
I am trying to quit smoking. I am trying to quit smoking. I am trying to quit smoking.

I smoked 2 today at work, and they were the last in my pack. I don't know if I should buy another pack & try to cut back little by little, or just not buy anymore and go cold turkey.

I bought these pretty coloured lighters the other day, so it feels like I have to keep smoking, but that's not logical. I might return them to the store so I'll have no reason to feel like I have to smoke, besides the usual CRAVINGS CRAVINGS CRAAAAAVINGS.

Tomorrow is the busiest day of the week at KFC, and I'm on drive thru. Then I'm supervisor the next day. So, maybe I picked a bad time to try and quit (I tried the beginning of the fall semester last year, and lasted only a week ;_;) but.

is there ever a right time to quit smoking?

I don't want to start eating in place of smoking, but when I'm stressed I feel like I have to ~do something~. Or when I'm bored home, I'll go for a cigarette.

Maybe I should buy lollipops & have one whenever I want a smoke. Or gum. Or candies.

Maybe I should just tweet CANCER whenever I want a cigarette.


FLIST. PLEASE TELL ME HOW GOOD A DECISION IT IS TO QUIT SMOKING. I AM NOT SEEING ANY BENEFITS ATM ;_;
tonieboo0013: (相葉: posed)
Today my sister Terri & I were in a parking lot, eating. A seagull was perched on the roof of the car next to us, and Terri rolled up her window super fast.

She then started to curse & hate on the seagull, because she hates them.

After a minute or so, the seagull flew away and we didn't see where it went.

Then we heard noises on top of the car, and we were both just :o I heard tap tap tap above my head and said that he was probably just walking around, and hit the roof of the car. The noises persisted.

Just after the noises stopped, the seagull flew back onto the other car and stared. at. us.

Terri checked the car after & the bird shit on the car, then left.


one of those little things in life that have you laughing to kill yourself ♥



now I'm off to read more of Yoshida Shuichi's Villain. Such a good book, oh my jesus. AFTER THIS ONE I will tackle Battle Royale. And on the plane to [livejournal.com profile] iitsmeghan in two weeks I will probably polish off a good 3 or 4 novels on my "to-do" list :3


ALSO ALSO NINO'S SOLO HOLY JESUS OF PERFECTION I THINK IT'S MY FAVOURITE ARASHI SOLO SONG. EVER.
tonieboo0013: (嵐: party up in here)
...my hiatuses never last long :| AND I REALLY MEANT THIS ONE. I REALLY DID.

BUT BUT BUT

MADA MINU SEKAI E PV IS OUT. PREVIEW IS GORG GORG GOOOOOOOOORG WITH OHNO'S SHINY SHORT BLONDE HAIR AND AIBA'S WTF DEFYING GRAVITY AND NEEN HAS HIS CURL WHICH I WILL FOREVER STARE AT AND JUNJUN IS FAB AND SHO'S HAIR LOOKED ODD BUT I MUST SEE FULL PV TO COMPREHEND AND WHAT WAS NINO WEARING A SKIRT DEVICE AND OMGOMGOMG THEY'RE IN THE A.RA.SHI. BOX AND IT IS JUST LIKE OLD TIMES AND THEIR HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIR THEIR FUCKING HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIR LASKJDHFGHDSKDJHFKSDFH I COULD FLAIL FOREVER AND EVER I DO NOT CARE HOW MUCH I WAS INITIALLY BOTHERED BY THE AUTOTUNED SAKURAP THEIR FUCKING HAIR MAKES UP FOR EVERYTHING.



hello again ☼

edit: SO I JUST WATCHED THE FULL PV. OOOOH MYYYY GAW.

Aiba's in-colour hair is amazing, it's so thick and luscious and yes. I AM STILL JUST AS CAPS LOCKY HAPPY WITH OHNOES HAIR ♥ Nino IS wearing a skirt, just not when I thought he was. I thought the black&white portion had a skirt, but turns out he doesn't in that part. But I realized, when they're far away, and if you ignore his cape/dress thing, he looks like Kuro...

AND NO I DO NOT KNOW A LOT OF KPOP. I'M NOT SUPER INTO IT. But I do know that they use colour & techno & fabulousness and our boys kinda just fluttered around my screen so much, you'd think Tinkerbell had been here.

OKAY BACK TO GETTING JIGGY WITH THE CONCERT DOWNLOADS. I bought the LE myself, but this time, I'm not in a mood to ~wait~... Not after the [livejournal.com profile] ohno_daily post :|
tonieboo0013: (大野: think about it)
Last night I watched the Shiagare episode with Oizumi Yo. It was hilarious, and I kept laughing and laughing to kill myself. I'd had a rough night as supervisor again, and it really helped me unwind.

But, I can't think of what else would help me do that.

I'm grateful for as long as Arashi has helped me within these past two years, because I know I wouldn't be where I am without them, as silly as that sounds. They're tattooed on my body for a reason.

I think, that I need to step back for a while. Just focus on the physical world and experience that for a while, because. As much as I adore my boys, I need more sources for enjoyment. I'm also slumping into another bout of depression, and I want to deal with that in hopes of finding new solutions to my problems.

So, I'll be taking a hiatus from fandom, and lj, for a while. I might still be on msn every now & then, but. I want to stay off the internet for some time.

I want to read more novels. I want to discover more films and directors I've yet to see. I want to work on myself. I'll probably be dabbling on twitter, so if you want to stay in contact, this is me.

That being said, if anyone on my flist has news to tell me, or something big happens, reply to this post and fill me in.

Besides that... I'll be seeing you all later o/
tonieboo0013: (潤: shout)
SO I GOT INTO SMU! THE UNIVERSITY I'VE BEEN PINING OVER FOR FOREVER AND A HALF.

NOTHING FANCY HERE. JUST CAPS LOCK TO SHOW MY EXCITEMENT.

LIKE. I EMAILED THE OTHER DAY TO ASK ABOUT MY TRANSCRIPT, AND WHEN I GOT OFF WORK TODAY, THERE WAS A RESPONSE WAITING FOR ME.

I WAS SHAKING AND SQUEALLING LIKE MAD. AND I STILL FEEL SHAKY. OR. MORE LIKE I CAN FEEL THE BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS.

SO. FUCKING. EXCITED. WORDS CAN'T EVEN.

STARTING SEPTEMBER, THIS IS MY WORLD.

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tonieboo0013: (大野: watching you)
Someone, Kpop pimp me...? I've heard SHINee through [livejournal.com profile] techno_beat and some flisters mention Kpop and I have no clue what they're talking about.

Also, [livejournal.com profile] iitsmeghan is dragging me by the wrist into K-fandom. Which, may not be so bad ♥

day 4 - your most significant childhood memory

I... really don't have one. There isn't a defining moment in my childhood.

Hmm. Well, when I was 6, I was sitting behind my neighbour's friend as they played baseball. When he swung the bat back, me, being right the fuck behind him, was smacked in the head.

I remember seeing his shocked face, and I remember my neighbour running to get his mom. I remember seeing red cloud my vision, and my face feeling cool, all of a sudden. I remember I brought my hand to my face and it got covered in blood, and I fell to my knees.

I remember his mom running over to me, horror across her face. I don't remember where my parents were, if they were out and came back, or in the house all along. I remember that dad used the emergency light button in the car, and I got really excited.

I don't remember being at the hospital, but I was told I kicked up too much of a racket for stitches, so they settled for two small bandaids.

I never once felt pain.

Later, I learned that the bat had hit me along the bone that lay below my eyebrow, and not even two centimetres lower would've blown my eye. I still have an indent on the outer edge of my eyebrow. I play with it whenever I get nervous.
tonieboo0013: (嵐: ♥)
COME HOME FROM A DAY WITH JESS AND FUFU. SPENT LIKE. ANOTHER $170~ SHOPPING DOWNTOWN, BOUGHT A PRETTY SUMMERY SHIRT/DRESS.

BUT ALL IS IRRELEVANT.

BECAUSE WHILE I WAS OUT.

ARASHI RELEASED A NEW ALBUM AND SCENE DOME TOUR

LEGIT SHAKING RIGHT NOW. NOT SURE WHY. CAUSE. I NEVER USED TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE WHO WOULD SHAKE WHEN THEY HEARD FANDOM NEWS.

BUT. BUT.

SO INCOHERENT IT HURTS.

MAYBE I'M SHAKING BECAUSE I NOW OWE $350 ON MY VISA. LOL. LOL. SHAKING FROM POVERTY.

BUT I DON'T REGRET IT. NUH UH. NOT THE TINIEST. FUCKING. BIT.

EXCUSE ME AS I ALSKDJFHJDSKLDJHFJDSLKJDFHDJKSDJHFDSLKDJFH IN THE CORNER. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
/glee. absolute /glee
tonieboo0013: (セレネチ: fix me)
Currently redownloading Love Shuffle because I started it last year but never finished it due to homg what the shit, rl. Also, Yoshitaka Yuriko's in it and I'm curious to see what her acting's like. Saw her in Noriko's Dinner Table and ate it up like maaaaaaaaaaad.

Needing more dramas. Wanting to be absorbed~.

I feel so bored, all the time. Feels like I need to be back in school, to be productive. Suppose I could just read/write/fandom more, b-but... idk. I want something to challenge me head on.

Cleaned my room tonight. Took two hours, but you can now walk on my floor HOMG WHAT IS THIS SHIT. Ended up with four grocery bags full of garbage, five cardboard boxes, an entire year of schoolwork/textbooks and a full hamper of laundry o/ WHO KNEW I COULD HIDE A SMALL VILLAGE WITHIIN THESE FOUR WALLS.



umm. going now.
/was trying to sleep but decided to ~browse~ interweb


ps: obsessed with this song, oh god
pss: super scared for SM manga to be rereleased... feel like I may splurge like hell
tonieboo0013: (相葉: interesting ♥)
Trying to get into the habit of downloading weekly raws of AniS, VSA & HnA like I used to D: The preview for next week's VSA with Oguri Shun as the Plus One Guest & Ogura-san as leader of the other team HOMGHOMGHOMG HAD ME SQUIRMING UNDER MY COVERS LIKE A WORM ON A DRY SLAB OF CONCRETE. Also looking forward to watching Matsu-nii on Anis, which I'll watch later on tonight.

Here are three fics that I requested from the arashi_on fundraiser:
Woke Up New by [livejournal.com profile] sunscribble
we could pretend (that it's nothing) by [livejournal.com profile] honeyporridge
In a Glass Box by [livejournal.com profile] rikke_leonhart

All of them are so fab it hurts and if you haven't seen them floating through [livejournal.com profile] stormwriters or whatever fic comm you frequent, you should.

I ALSO RECEIVED MY COOKIES FROM [livejournal.com profile] flange5 !!1!

three photos under a cut, cause I'm polite like that ♥ )

She also attached a short letter, thanking me for the purchase, and I thought it was such a great touch. It's something physically permanent I got from the fundraiser (even though I think I'm supposed to eat the cookies but... damn no I cannot bare to do that) and Imma hold onto it c8

I bought Jun for my sister & Aiba for dad, both of whom thought the cookies were a cute idea. But. I don't want to give them away. No. I do not.

Today was also Election Day in Canada, the first Election Day where I was legal to vote~! I was so ~excited~ even though I'm fully aware that my one vote won't change the outcome. But I did my part, and that's very important to me.

I asked to get off work an hour early (fuck knows it was dead dead dead and I cleaned that store spotless to cure my utter boredom) so I'd be able to catch the voting polls and staff was pretty much all WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO VOTE. WHY. IDGI. and being completely legit. One of them (grown man) got into a mini hissyfit, saying THEY DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR ME SO I'M NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING FOR THEM *slams cabinet doors*

Yes, because parliament has NOTHING better to do than call you up and ask how you're doing.

I like the Kylie Minogue/Verbal collab for the Tohoku earthquake. A lot. I want to look for more of Verbal because DAYUM his English is divine and turns me on like no other :Dv

Been going through a phase in which I've become ob.sessed. with mainstream radio/dance songs. Since I went downtown for my 19th birthday, I just love love love to dance (even though I suck and even though I've only gone downtown three times) and can't resist tossing some Ke$ha onto my itunes and breaking loose in my bedroom. Yesterday I had a dance playlist on while I was in the shower, and for On The Floor & Who's That Chick I full on stopped showering and just ~broke it down~. So addicting. Good lord.

I have been eating so much Easter chocolate/chocolate in general today. I bought a bag of chocolate covered pretzels and TWAS NOT A GOOD IDEA. Oof.
tonieboo0013: (潤: make the world dance)
I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY ENTHUSIASM AND OVERALL /PLEASED FACE/ WITH THE WORLD.

BUT.

I JUST WROTE MY BUDDHISM EXAM. MEANING THAT.

SEMESTER IS OVER

AND I GOT 82% ON MY NICHIREN PAPER. YEAH. FUCK YEAH.

BUT YES. SO HAPPY.

I wanted to write something deep and profound about my newfound freedom, but, all my fingers seem to reach in the caps lock key

:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db:Db

LIKE, YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I don't care that I sound like a spaz right now, and that this post may be overtly annoying to have appear in your flist.

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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tonieboo0013: (翔: !INTENSE EMOTIONS)
THIS IS SO FREAKY

I got it off [livejournal.com profile] musosuru and like, whoa.


It got Nino, Miike Takashi, Naruse Ryo, Masamune-kun, and, dude.

so. freaky.



edit: IT GOT YOKOHAMA YU. WITH LIKE, BARELY ANY INFORMATION. I CHANGED FROM JUN WHEN IT ASKED IF HE WAS IN A FIVE MEMBER BAND. LIKE, HONESTLY. THIS THING WILL BE THE END OF ME 8D8D8D8D8D
tonieboo0013: (大野: not ready yet)
BUDDHISM EXAM IN TWO DAYS. FINAL EXAM OF THE SEMESTER. HARDEST COURSE.

Also. Here are my
FANDOM FEATS TO ACCOMPLISH THIS SUMMER:
- continue and finish subbed C no Arashi
- start and finish Mago Mago Arashi
- research how Arashi got their colours
- discover B side tracks of singles
- make gifs & icons
- create my high school!au
- find some good Ohba & Aimiya writers


/vanish
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tonieboo0013: (相葉: snap)
I'm trying out this layout by [livejournal.com profile] fleeting_days. It's really pretty and colourful, but, idk. Doesn't seem to fit me, per se.

It's also blocky and kinda sorta half claustrophobic. But it looked really nice as a live preview. Maybe I just have to tweak it... idk.

I think I'm just gonna leave it like this for a day, and hear your thoughts on it. Pretty sure the other one's gonna come back, though.

Also. I want to do that thing where, when I write an entry, it goes to this default layout where it's just text. Idk. Most of my flist has it, and I'm curious as to how it works.

OH AND THIS IS THE FANVID THAT [livejournal.com profile] kiwiniki_jas MADE FOR ME FOR THE ARASHI_ON FUNDRAISER ♥




After I finish my paper for English tomorrow (character study on Shuichi from Ao no Honoo /dies) I'm gonna be off hiatus ♥ I know I've popped by, and maybe hiatuses are meant to be strictly NO ONLINE 4 U but whatever.

ps. I think I've fallen in love with Nino (/stares hard at [livejournal.com profile] honeyporridge). Like, head over heels flailing for the man. But I still love Ohno & Aiba like no tomorrow. And Jun will forever be my squisheh, and he's just so adorb alsdjhf ide. Sho's just, chill. IDK. FANDOM, WHY MUST YOU QUESTION MY FAITH D:


...damn my lj looks so weird D:

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